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Two -- The women I loved

 Never have I used the word love so much as in the past half year. Before that, I hardly ever told the women I was involved with that I loved them. Sometimes, they thought I didn't. I did. I did love them all. In different ways. But I never told them. As far as I remember, I wasn't told I was loved either. It somehow seemed not important to say these things. Actually, I don't know whether I loved them, really loved them. This whole episode has made me doubt whether I can love at all.

Counting the women I was involved with for some period of time, I come to seven. For convenience, and to avoid names, I give them a number. From #1 (number one) to #7 (number seven). This is not to be mean. However, it does create some distance and thus protects me also.

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  1. Number one
  2. Number two
  3. Number three
  4. Number four
  5. Number five
  6. Number six
  7. Number seven
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