Two -- The women I loved
Never have I used the word
so much as in the past half year.
Before that, I hardly ever told the women I was involved
with that I loved them.
Sometimes, they thought I didn't.
I did love them all.
In different ways.
But I never told them.
As far as I remember, I wasn't told I was loved either.
It somehow seemed not important to say these things.
Actually, I don't know whether I loved them, really loved them.
This whole episode has made me doubt whether I can love at all.
Counting the women I was involved with for some period
of time, I come to seven.
and to avoid names, I give them a number.
From #1 (number one) to #7 (number seven).
This is not to be mean.
However, it does create some distance
and thus protects me also.
- Number one
- Number two
- Number three
- Number four
- Number five
- Number six
- Number seven
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